FAMILY VACATION

Chapter 4

 

The first day at Disney World had exhausted both Gus and Jessica. The blessing of being outdoors until late at night kept the two children fast asleep well into the morning.

Brian, on the other hand, didn’t think that his husband needed so much sleep and made sure to send the message loud and clear.

“Ahhh,” Justin woke with a start, as he felt his dream coming to reality and he awoke to see Brian sucking on his cock. “Shit, Brian.”

Brian picked up his head and smiled, “Morning, Sunshine. Isn’t this so much better than a wake-up call?” Brian immediately went back to tending to Justin’s cock, sucking first on the head, then licking up and down the shaft and briefly deep throating the stiff member before pulling back and starting again.

“Brian, wait.” Brian looked up, hearing the pleas.

“Yes?”

“More.”

“More what? More sucking, more licking?” Brian smirked.

“No, more you inside me.”

“I see.” Brian placed himself over Justin and looked into his eyes -- those beautiful, expressive eyes. Then he slowly leaned his head down to kiss Justin’s waiting lips -- full lips, tongue running over them with desire.

Justin wrapped his arms loosely around Brian’s shoulders and buried his fingers in his hair. Then he gradually wrapped his legs over the back of Brian’s knees, encouraging him to get closer and press his beautiful, long cock deep inside.

Brian picked up his head and found the lube that he’d left on the side of the bed. After warming it briefly in his hand, he circled the lube around the pulsing, waiting hole. Justin moaned with want and need. Brian then rubbed the remainder over his own stiff and reddened cock.

“Brian, now.”

“Justin, I want to prepare you first.”

Justin nodded his head. The fast and hard fuck that was intended by both men to start with, turned into something so much more -- so much more passionate, so much more tender, so much more loving.

Brian continued to kiss Justin on the lips, cheeks and neck, ending with sucking on his left earlobe, all the while gently and almost painfully slowly pressing one finger and then another into Justin’s channel. As the fingers worked to open Justin up, every few seconds Brian would press them in farther to brush against his husband’s prostate and Justin would buck slightly.

Finally, after what seemed like hours, Brian removed his fingers and ever so slowly pushed his cock into Justin. Justin lifted his legs higher and crossed them behind Brian’s back.

Brian thrust in and out very slowly as he and Justin kissed and held onto each other. When passion and desire turned to desperation, Brian instinctively began to thrust, deeper and faster. Now he made sure he was at an angle that would hit Justin’s prostate on each inward motion.

“Brian, please...”

“Please, what, Sunshine? Anything...”

“Please, touch me, now... I need...”

“I know what you need.” Brian began to pull gently but firmly on Justin’s extremely swollen cock. “I always know what you need.”

After only three more tugs, Justin cried out, “Fuck!” and began to shoot all over their chests, tightening his ass around Brian’s dick at the same time.

“Oh shit, Justin...” and Brian began to empty himself inside his husband. It never got old or boring. Being with one person had become something so much greater than the sum of all the tricks of Brian’s past.

Without thinking twice, Brian lay on his partner, letting himself slowly soften inside the space that was so hot, so wet, so Justin. When he finally, regrettably slipped out naturally, he rolled off Justin and leaned up on one arm to look on as Justin regained his even breathing.

“Justin...”

He looked at Brian with a soft, sated smile on his face, “Yes?”

“Do you know how much I care about you and our family?”

“Of course I do. If I didn’t, we never would have gotten married, or allowed ourselves to be borderline, full-time parents.” Justin lifted his hand to brush Brian’s wisps of stray, sweaty hair off his face.

“But, I mean do you really know?”

Now Justin leaned up on his elbow as well, mirroring Brian’s position. “What’s all this about? Is everything okay?”

“I think everything’s fine, but I just don’t...” Brian’s voice faded, not knowing how to complete his train of thought.

“You don’t think you’re sick again? Please tell me you’re okay. We’re so close to the magical five-year-mark.”

Brian shook his head and kissed Justin chastely on the lips. “No, no, I don’t think I’m sick again, at least as far as I know.”

“Then what is it?” The concern was evident in Justin’s voice.

“It’s this.”

“Sex?”

“No asshole. And by the way, in your dictionary I believe we just made love.”

Justin smirked, “In yours, too, I hope.”

Brian smiled, “In mine, too.”

“So what about this is concerning you?”

Brian sat up and leaned against a pillow, propping himself up against the headboard of the bed. Justin inched his way up to Brian’s chest, resting his head over Brian’s heart, but not looking at him for fear that Brian wouldn’t be able to express what was troubling him.

Brian began to automatically brush his hand through Justin’s hair as he spoke. “It’s family. I don’t mean the big family with Deb, your mom, Michael, Daphne, Lindsay and the rest, but our family.”

“You mean, you, me, Gus and Jessica?”

“That’s right.”

Justin tensed, “Is it getting to be too much for you?”

“No, and that’s the thing. I would have sworn by now that Brian Kinney in Disney World would be the last sentence that would be said before the apocalypse arrived.”

Justin smiled into Brian’s chest and began to run his fingers gently over Brian’s exposed nipple. “I see.”

“I’m not sure you do.” Brian took a deep breath. “You see, Jack and Joan Kinney never managed to take a real vacation with their kids. I just don’t want to fuck this up and do it wrong.”

“Brian, Jack and Joan Kinney didn’t know the value of having a loving family. Brian Kinney, on the other hand, knows that better than anyone -- maybe because of them.”

“I just want to make sure that after two or three days here, when the initial luster wears off, that I won’t go stalking away and start watching porn in the hotel room while you spend time with the kids because I’ve grown tired of it.”

Justin leaned up to look directly at Brian and make his point crystal clear. “There is no fucking way that you would ever do that.”

“How do you know?” Brian’s vulnerability and nerves were evident.

“Because the man I’m with, and the man I love with all my heart isn’t the person from ten years ago that you’re describing.”

“He’s not?”

Justin shook his head. “The man I married puts everyone else’s needs first. The man I married emotionally matured by leaps and bounds -- especially when he agreed to raise a child with me so I could father one, not knowing I already had. The man I married is willing to take the risk of spending ten days in Disney World to keep his children entertained, despite the fact that he’d rather leave the kids with the grandparents and take his husband to Ibiza to fuck his brains out on the beach.” Then Justin took a deep breath and took a risk. “The man I married loves his husband and children enough to learn how to have a family vacation despite the fact that he never really had one, growing up with two alcoholics who didn’t appreciate the beautiful and brilliant son they brought into the world.”

Brian looked at Justin and felt a tear run down his cheek. He nodded his head, not trusting himself to speak. Justin sat up further and drew Brian close and held him as his body shook.

While this was unexpected, both men knew that Brian was in new territory and that each day would bring new challenges and new experiences for them to surmount. Understanding Brian’s concerns, Justin still had no doubt that this would be the experience of a lifetime for all of them. He had no intention of allowing Brian’s fears of the unknown to get in the way.

[TBC]

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