JESSICA

Chapter 3

Daphne had left pages of instructions with Brian and Justin.  From how warm the bottle should be and how to test it, to where a good crib placement would be.  She even included all the directions that came with the variety of carriers and color stimulating toys she had brought.

“This is like studying for a fucking test.”

Brian rubbed Justin’s back gently, “Now now, Sunshine, remember, you’re a genius.  Studying should come easy for you.”  Brian smirked at the sexual innuendo that seemed to spill into his remark but was met with a glare.

“I’m an artistic genius who happened to know how to take tests in school to get good grades.  This stuff is for someone who’s good working with their hands.”  Justin looked up at Brian’s laughter and joined in when he realized what he’d said.

Justin picked up the baby and looked directly at her, “So Jessica, I don’t suppose you know how to assemble and arrange all this shit, do you?”

“Language, Justin.”

“If she repeats it today, I’ll contact the media.  Now let’s get the baby settled so we can go to sleep.”

While Brian would willingly admit that he wasn’t as involved as he would have liked to have been with Gus as an infant, he did remember quite a bit about how his room was set up and the priorities and instructions Lindsay gave him on the random overnights when he had the opportunity to take care of him. 

Since the baby didn’t sleep through the night, the porta-crib was set up in their room so they wouldn’t have to travel through the halls half asleep.  A small screen was placed next to the crib as Justin didn’t feel comfortable fucking in front of the baby.

Daphne had prepared two days worth of bottles so they simply had to place those in the refrigerator and Justin placed the warming instructions on the door with a magnet.  He remembered the first time he was left to watch Gus, at Brian’s request, and nearly burned the baby’s tongue when he forgot to test the bottle.

There seemed to be a never ending flow of things to do, but within two hours of Daphne’s departure for the airport all was finally settled.  Brian set the baby carrier, where Jessica was sleeping peacefully, down in the media room so he and Justin could relax and watch a movie until they were ready to go upstairs.

No sooner had the film begun when Brian started kissing Justin’s neck and then sucked on his earlobe.  He slowly made his way to Justin’s lips and both men moaned into the kiss.

Justin began to stroke Brian’s cock through his jeans.  Brian hummed a low sound into the continuing kiss and then pulled off Justin’s shirt.  He kissed, licked and nipped his way down to those beautiful nipples that were already stiffening, and latched on to the left, sucking vigorously.  The groans that his partner was uttering egged on the action.

Soon both men were removing all their clothing rapidly.  Justin took a moment to turn the baby carrier, with its sleeping bundle, away from them. 

Brian gently lay Justin on the futon and started to caress each and every part of Justin’s body.  Goose bumps rose at each pass of his hand as the need for each other grew.

Brian’s cock was hard and he rubbed both their cocks together.  Justin arched his head backward, “Brian, please.”

“Please what, Sunshine?”  He began to move back and forth over Justin, continually rubbing their cocks together.  The feelings and sensations were building.

“Please, please...”

“What do you want, tell me what you need?  I need it too.  Tell me,” Brian whispered and then leaned in for a lip crushing kiss.

“Please...fuck me, love me.”

Brian stroked his hand across Justin’s face.  The need in his eyes matching his own.  Grabbing a nearby tube of lube that he’d remembered to bring with them as they prepared to watch the movie, Brian moistened Justin’s hole and spread the lube on his own fingers and pressed one in, then without waiting pressed another in.

Justin automatically lifted his legs and crossed them behind Brian’s back.  Brian’s fingers stretched Justin and began to move in and out of the channel.

“More, NOW!”

“Your wish is my command.”  Brian wiped the remaining lube on his cock and pressed it into Justin’s hole. 

“Ahhh!” 

The two moved together in a rhythm that they’d mastered but never got tired of.  Brian leaned down and their kisses became more intense and needy as they both approached their climaxes.

Brian’s thrusting in and out matched the urgency of the kisses and he finally reached between the two of them, and in only two strokes that matched his thrusts Justin began to shoot onto both their chests.

“Fuck,” Brian’s own orgasm took hold as he released into Justin, an intimacy that neither ever tired of.

The two lay together on the wrinkled futon and gently stroked each other’s exposed arms. 

“Brian.”

“Yes.”

“You never cease to amaze me.”  Justin softly touched Brian’s cheeks and lips with his fingers.  “I always feel so special when we make love.”

Brian nodded and kissed his partner...husband.  There were times he still couldn’t wrap his mind around the idea that he was willingly and happily in this land of domesticity.  Rather than feeling like a prison sentence, as he’d always thought it would be, it was a gift that he still wasn’t completely sure he deserved, but would never let slip through his fingers as long as he could help it.

“I know what you mean.”  Brian leaned up on one elbow and smiled a crooked little smile at Justin.

“I love you, Brian.”

“Right back at you, Sunshine.”

Just as Brian leaned in to seal the tender moment of post-coital bliss with another luscious kiss -- he never tired of kissing those big beautiful lips -- another party was heard from.

 A few feet away, Jessica let out a huge wail and continued without pausing.

“Shit, I always heard that kids have the worst timing.”

“At least she waited until we finished.”

“Yippee,” Brian snarked.

“Fuck Brian, she’s got quite a set of lungs on her.”

Although neither man had cleaned up they both approached the infant carrier.  Justin picked up the baby and Brian immediately checked her diaper.  He didn’t have to get too close to know that he’d hit the bulls-eye.

“Okay, Justin, you’re on.  You change the baby, I’ll warm up her next bottle.”

“Why me?”  Justin wrinkled his nose at the unpleasant odor invading his nostrils.  “You’re the experienced father.”

“That’s just it.  I don’t want you to miss out on this wonderful experience of caring for a baby -- every fucking joyful minute.”  Brian snorted.  “Oh, and make sure you don’t get anything on the futon.”

“Asshole.”

“No, I think that was yours I explored tonight.” 

Justin reached out and smacked Brian on the ass as he walked passed him to head for the kitchen.

Although it was awkward at first, Justin followed the directions and faintly remembered watching and helping his mother change Molly when she was a baby.  At least having a sister almost ten years younger than you could have some advantages. 

Brian returned to the media room, bottle in hand.  He handed the bottle to Justin and collected all their clothing.  “Bring her upstairs.  That way we can be more comfortable and put her down for the rest of the night in her crib.  And since I have a feeling she’ll be up once more during the night I’d strongly suggest we then take a quick and uneventful shower and get some sleep ourselves.”

“You’re probably right.  I’m beginning to get the feeling that this is going to be a long, long week.”

When he reached the room, Justin sat on one of the two armchairs in their master bedroom.  Jessica was huffing a bit from all her screaming and latched on to the bottle the minute it was offered.  “Fuck, Brian, she can really suck like a champ.”

“You sure you didn’t fuck Daphne?  I hear that’s a hereditary trait.”

Justin laughed, trying not to shake while feeding the baby, “And I am the best.”

While Brian put their discarded clothing in the laundry hamper in the bathroom, Justin began to look at Jessica.  She really was quite beautiful.  Her face was so sweet.  He remembered thinking the same thing about his sister when she was that young.  It amused him to compare the two little girls.  They actually had some similar features, although Jessica had very dark tufts of hair.

He laughed, comparing the two girls.  It was a foolish indulgence.  This was the one thing that Justin knew would never happen.  He would never be a father, other than for Gus, who was more than enough for him.

Looking at Jessica as she began to close her eyes while sucking, he was genuinely grateful that he had the chance to play Daddy for a week to an infant.  He’d have to remember to thank Daph when she returned.  She knew him so well.  Maybe she remembered that he always wanted to be a father, and by selecting him to watch the baby while she was away, she was giving him this once in a lifetime opportunity.

Justin was lost in his fantasies when he felt a hand rest on his shoulder.  “A thousand dollars for your thoughts.”

“That’s a pretty steep price.”  Justin chuckled.

“I wouldn’t live with someone who had bargain basement thoughts.”

“Just playing a little what-if.”

“As in what if you had a baby of your own.”

“Something like that.  Stupid, I know.”  Justin removed the bottle as Jessica was now fast asleep.

“Not stupid, but also not realistic.  I don’t think either of us wants to raise a child from birth.  We have our hands full with Gus...who is OUR son.”

“I know.  Just having a moment to dream.  But that’s all it was -- a dream.”  Justin paused, gently touching Jessica’s fingers that automatically curled around his waiting finger.  “At least I can have the experience for a week.”

Brian looked at Justin holding the baby, “You’ll probably get tired of playing night nurse to an infant in a couple of days.”  Although he wasn’t convinced.  The look on Justin’s face left Brian concerned and possibly regretting ever having agreed to help Daphne.

Justin rose and placed the baby in her crib then returned to Brian, placing his arms around his waist and leaning in to his chest.  “I’m sure you’re right.”

Brian held Justin close, knowing this was a moment of comfort and loss for Justin, all wrapped into one package of mixed feelings.

“Come on Justin, let’s shower and get to sleep.”

“Okay.”

Brian followed Justin into the shower, still shaking his head with concern.  A chill ran up and down his spine, but he ignored it to focus on the now as the Professor would say.  Tomorrow he’d get the two of them out of the house and let some others dote on the baby so Justin wouldn’t get too attached. 

[TBC]
 

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