Now That You're Here
Chapter 5
Justin watched Brian join right in with his friends, talking and laughing as
they put together a game of volleyball. He declined playing and instead took a
seat on one of the now empty blankets. He jumped slightly when he felt someone
sit down beside him. He turned to see it was the guy named Steve.
“Hey, how’re you settling in? I know Chris, Brian, and Zander were anxious for
you to get here.”
“Okay, I guess. I’ve only been here since this morning, but everyone seems to be
really great. You’re Steve, right?” Justin replied.
“Yeah, I’m Brian’s best friend so he told me some stuff, you know? I’m sorry
about all the shit that’s happened.”
“Thanks.” Justin wasn’t sure what else to say so he turned his attention back to
the game and he and Steve sat side by side quietly for a while as he watched
Brian interacting with his friends. He remembered Brian saying that half of his
friends were gay, but he couldn’t figure out which ones he was talking about.
What he did know was that Zac was. He could tell by the way the guy was hanging
all over Brian. As crazy as it was, Justin couldn’t help the feeling of jealousy
that washed over him while he watched from the blanket. “Is Zac Brian’s
boyfriend?”
“Zac? Hell no. Brian doesn’t have a boyfriend. He and Dane were together for a
few months last summer but it didn’t work out and they decided they’d make
better friends. Zac’s actually nursing a broken heart right now. He and his
girlfriend just broke up last week,” Steve explained.
Justin listened to what Steve was saying with confusion; especially as he
watched Brian and Zac kissing over a scored point. Kissing a little too heatedly
for Justin’s taste. “He doesn’t seem like the type to have a girlfriend,” he
said.
“Zac believes in equal opportunity, if you know what I mean.” Steve looked over
at Justin and couldn’t help but laugh at the expression on his face. “He’s bi,
he goes both ways. Every time he breaks up with a girl he runs to Brian for
comfort. Don’t worry, there’s really nothing between them.”
“Oh, I wasn’t worried. I was just curious. What Brian does has nothing to do
with me,” Justin replied quickly.
“Of course it doesn’t,” Steve replied knowingly. He might be straight, but he
wasn’t blind. He knew how good looking Brian was, and he could see the way
Justin was looking at him. Luckily for Justin, he also noticed the way Brian
looked at him when they first got there. He smiled to himself when he thought
about the entertainment they were all in for as the Brian and Justin show
unfolded.
Brian glanced over to where Steve and Justin were sitting and smiled. He knew he
could count on Steve to make Justin feel welcome. He quickly put his attention
back on the game in time to make a good save and score them another point.
“Lucky shot, Bri. Next time why don’t you keep your eyes off of Blondie and pay
attention?” Dane shouted from the other side of the playing field.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I was just making sure he wasn’t
sitting all by himself,” Brian replied with a glare.
Dane walked over closer to Brian with a smirk. “Oh, so then you’re not
interested in him?”
“Of course not. He’s like family. Besides, I’m sure Chris and Zander would kill
me if I even thought about making a move on him. I just want him to feel
comfortable around you animals. That’s all,” Brian insisted.
“Cool, then you wouldn’t mind if I were to go introduce myself a little more
intimately.”
“What?” Brian asked suddenly, causing him to lose focus and miss the ball coming
his way. “Shit!”
“I just wanted to make sure you didn’t have your eye on him. He’s hot. I think
I’ll make a play for him myself,” Dane said.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea. He’s been through a lot lately. He doesn’t
need you trying to get into his pants,” Brian growled, stomping down the
jealousy he felt surge through him. “Just stay away from him.”
“Come on, Brian. Justin’s a big boy. I think he can make up his own mind when it
comes to who gets in his pants,” Dane replied before turning his attention back
to where Justin was sitting. “Hey, Steve, take over for me. I need to catch my
breath.”
“Dane,” Brian warned as he watched his friend saunter over to Justin and Steve
jump into the game. He suddenly felt a strange sense of jealousy course through
him and knew it had more to do with Justin than it did Dane. His and Dane’s
relationship was brief and whirlwind, and he didn’t regret it, but he knew that
it wouldn’t last after the second week. He was just glad that they were able to
remain friends. No, his jealousy was aimed at the way Dane was instantly
attracted to Justin. Just like he had been. Who wouldn’t be attracted to
Justin’s soft blond hair and deep blue eyes, not to mention his shy innocence
and bright smile? Shaking off his thoughts, Brian forced himself to refocus on
the game, leaving Justin and Dane to get to know one another better.
Justin was sitting there watching the game when Dane plopped down alongside him
and cracked open another beer. He noticed Dane first when they’d gotten out of
the jeep earlier because of his good looks, but he didn’t seem like someone
Justin would have much in common with. He was gorgeous, confident, and sexy as
hell. All the things that Justin would never be. As he watched the game, he felt
Dane watching him more than the ball and finally turned to be friendly and
strike up a conversation. He didn’t want to appear rude.
“So, do you guys hang out here often?”
“Yeah, especially now that summer is here. There really isn’t any place in town
that can handle all of us at one time and since the cops don’t come back here,
it’s a great place to kick back and have a few beers,” Dane said with a smile.
“How do you get the beer? No one here is old enough, right?” Justin asked.
“No, Trent’s brother usually gets us a case now and then if we ask for it. We’ve
promised him that the drivers wouldn’t drink more than a beer or two, so we take
turns. Usually it’s alcohol free around here, though. We’re just celebrating the
end of the school year and the fact that we’re going to be seniors next year.
What about you? How old are you?”
“I’m seventeen and going into my senior year, too, although it will be a little
weird for me to be in a new school. I just can’t wait until I can put high
school behind me,” Justin laughed.
“It must suck having to change schools right before senior year, huh?”
“Yeah, I guess. Although I’m pretty happy to be away from my hometown. Things
were too…complicated there,” Justin explained carefully, hoping that he wouldn’t
have to say anything more. Apparently he did, according to Dane’s next question.
“Complicated? Did you get in trouble or something?”
Justin thought about telling Dane that he’d rather not talk about it, but
figured it would be easier to be honest with anyone who asked up front. “No,
nothing like that. My parents were killed in a car accident so Zander took me
in.”
“Shit, man,” Dane said immediately. “I’m sorry. That so has to suck.”
“Yeah,” Justin whispered, thinking about how much his life really did suck now
that his parents were gone. “But at least I have Zander now, and Brian and Chris
seem really cool.”
“Are you kidding? They’re the best. Most of us go to Zander and Chris if we have
a problem rather than our own parents. They’re a lot easier to talk to,” Dane
replied. “Plus they always let us hang by the pool when we’re bored.”
Justin was saved from further conversation when a few of the guys started
teasing Dane about wimping out and he was forced to return to the game to prove
his manhood. Justin was happy to be left alone for awhile. It had been a long
day and with all the changes that were happening around him, he enjoyed the
peace and quiet for awhile. Eventually the game broke up and everyone sat around
talking about their plans for the summer. It was the first time Justin had heard
anything about the vacation he’d be taking the following month, but that didn’t
surprise him. He still had a lot to learn about his new family. He waited until
the evening finally ended and they were on their way home before asking Brian
about it.
“Oh, I guess I probably should’ve mentioned that before talking about it with
everyone else. Every year Zander, Chris, and I take a trip up north. There’s a
cabin on a lake that they own a timeshare on. It’s really cool up there. We rent
a boat and jet skis and just lounge around for a week. It tends to get pretty
crazy around here most of the time, especially when Chris is working on a
deadline. He tends to panic and swears he won’t finish in time, which is
bullshit because he always finishes on time. Going to the cabin is the one week
out of the year where we all put aside our worries and just relax and have fun,”
Brian explained excitedly.
“Oh, that sounds cool. Since I’ve only been here one day, I guess there’s a lot
that I don’t know about yet. It all still seems so unreal,” Justin replied.
“Yeah, I know what you mean. When I first got here, Chris seemed to just assume
that I knew everything that went on. It was funny when he would expect me to
know something that I had no clue about. He was constantly apologizing to me.
Don’t worry; I’ll try to keep you informed.”
“Thanks.”
By the time they got home it was midnight and Justin was exhausted. No one was
awake inside so they made their way upstairs and said goodnight before going to
their own rooms. Brian offered Justin the bathroom first and after brushing his
teeth, he stripped down to his underwear and climbed into bed, falling asleep as
soon as his head hit the pillow.
The next morning Justin was pulled from sleep by the feeling of his bed shaking;
really shaking. He cracked an eye open and saw Brian smiling at him as he
bounced on the bed. A glance at the clock told him that it was only eight. He
wasn’t ready to get up yet and made his feelings known by groaning and rolling
over, pulling the blankets up over his head.
“Oh no you don’t, Blondie,” Brian said as he grabbed the blankets and pulled
them back down. “It’s time to get up.”
“Why? We didn’t even get home until midnight, and I know for a fact that I have
nothing to do today,” Justin mumbled.
“I have to go to work,” Brian stated, as if that explained everything.
“Well, that sucks for you, but what does it have to do with me?”
“Zander figured you wouldn’t want to spend your first full day here home alone
so he told me to bring you with me,” Brian explained. “We’re getting a delivery
in today and can use an extra set of hands.”
“A delivery?”
“Of books. Zander owns a book store, remember? I work for him. We only get two
deliveries a month unless it’s a special order. It’s a pretty large shipment and
usually takes a couple of days to put it away. With an extra person, we can have
it up by the end of the day. Zan’s already gone. Don’t worry about it, though.
He’ll pay you for it,” Brian assured him.
Justin didn’t care about the money, but the thought of being stuck in the house
alone all day didn’t appeal to him. “Fine, fine, I’m up,” he growled as he threw
back the blankets. “Give me fifteen minutes and I’ll be ready.”
Brian smiled to himself as he watched Justin stumble towards the bathroom.
Twenty minutes later, after stopping for coffee at the corner market, they were
on their way into town.
“So Zander told me he opened a bookstore. What’s it like? Is business good?”
Justin asked as the caffeine spread through his system, waking him up.
“Actually business is great,” Brian replied proudly. He’d been working for
Zander since his second week in Sierra Vista and was proud of the work he’d
done. Zander was a good boss and listened to any ideas Brian came up with. He
even used a few of them. “A couple of years ago, some businessmen came to town
wanting to open up one of those Borders bookstores, but the townspeople vetoed
the idea. They like the personal touch that Zander gives them at Between the
Pages. He keeps a wide variety of titles on hand and will special order anything
still available in print. When I first got to town he was worried because he’d
just bought the empty building next to his and expanded the shop. He was afraid
that he was taking too big a risk, but it definitely paid off. He’s busier than
ever. In fact, I think I finally convinced him to start up a web site so we can
reach people outside the Sierra Vista area.”
“Wow, that’s great,” Justin replied, strangely proud of his cousin’s
accomplishments.
“Yeah, but I’m not 100% sure he’s going to go for it. He’s been looking into the
cost of building and maintaining a web site. He’s worried that if the site
doesn’t do well, he’ll be throwing away a lot of money for nothing. Web masters
charge a fortune for building and maintaining, not to mention he’d have to sign
a one year contract. He doesn’t like the idea of being locked in for a year if
the sales aren’t worth the added expense and trouble.”
“Well, maybe I can help him,” Justin said with a smile.
“You know how to do websites?” Brian asked.
“Hell yeah. I love computers so I spend all my free time learning everything
there is to know about them. My mother was a realtor and worked for a small
broker in town. Since the broker didn’t offer much in the way of leads, I
designed a website for her. It helped her out so much that pretty soon a few of
her co-workers had me building theirs, too. I’d just need to know exactly what
he’s looking for and I could have it up and running by the end of the week,”
Justin told him excitedly before remembering that Zander still had to agree
first. “I mean…if he wants me to.”
“Are you kidding? He’ll love the idea. He wouldn’t have to sign a contract and
he could keep a better watch over it. I can’t wait to see his face when we tell
him. I got him so excited over the whole idea of being online, and I could tell
he was disappointed when he began looking into it further. He just figures that
he took a big risk when he originally opened and then again when he expanded. I
don’t think he wants to push his luck.”
“Well we can talk to him about it and I’ll do whatever I can to help him. It’s
the least I can do for him after all he’s done for me,” Justin replied.
“Hey, if you want to help him out, that’s cool. Just don’t do it because you
think you owe him something. You’re here because he wants you to be, not because
he feels obligated. Trust me, I’ve been right where you are now,” Brian said.
“I’ve been wondering about that. I mean, why you’re living with Zander and Chris
instead of with your parents. Maybe you can tell me about it sometime.” Justin
already figured it had something to do with Brian’s being gay, but he couldn’t
help wonder what really happened. Being that he’d be living with them for
awhile, he’d like to get to know both Brian and Chris better.
“Yeah, I’ll tell you about it. All my closest friends know,” Brian said, leaving
the implication hanging in the air.
They arrived at the store a few minutes later and Brian parked the jeep in the
back, using his key to let them in the back door. The shop didn’t open until
nine. Justin was impressed with what he saw. Between the Pages was nestled in
the middle of a quaint shopping town. There were cobblestone walkways and rows
upon rows of shops. There was so much to take in, but he did manage to notice an
outdoor café as well as a pet shop, beauty parlor, and a shoe store. He’d have
to take a look around and see what else the shopping area had to offer. They
found Zander behind the front counter counting money.
“Hey guys, I’m glad you could make it, Justin. I appreciate the help,” Zander
greeted them with a smile.
“Yeah, well I didn’t have much of a choice with someone jumping on my bed and
pulling off my blankets,” Justin teased, giving Brian a playful shove.
“Brian, I told you to ask him, not order him,” Zander replied with a scowl
before turning back to Justin. “Sorry about that. He hates delivery days.”
“Hey, I just didn’t want him sitting home alone all day,” Brian said in his
defense.
“It’s okay, I don’t mind,” Justin assured them. “Besides, I’d rather not sit at
home all day if there’s something else that I can do.”
Brian decided to change the subject so Zander would stop glaring at him. “Oh Zan,
guess what? Remember when we talked about getting Between the Pages online?”
“Yeah, and I’m still not sure if that’s going to work. I like the idea, but I’m
just not sure if I want to lay out that kind of money right now. I’m still
waiting for a few quotes from people, but I could be looking at thousands of
dollars for the first year. Did you know that they charge per page? Not to
mention the costs of all the added features like a shopping cart and a mailing
list. Plus there’s a monthly charge for upkeep. That’s just crazy,” Zander said
as he shook his head in disgust.
“I know, but guess what? Justin’s a computer geek and knows how to do all that
stuff,” Brian said excitedly.
“Hey, I’m not a geek,” Justin replied indignantly.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean it that way,” Brian said sheepishly. “Anyway, he knows how
to build websites. He used to do it for his mom and her friends.”
“Aunt Jen had a website?”
Justin nodded his head. “Apparently she got bored once I started school so she
got her real estate license. She worked for a small broker who wasn’t doing so
great so she and some of her co-workers expended their business by going online.
I started with hers and once everyone saw how good it looked, they all wanted
one. Of course those types of sites are easy, but eventually one of the women’s
sisters asked me to create a site for her so that she could sell her handmade
jewelry. I had to do a lot of research, but I eventually created her site just
like she wanted, with a mailing list and a shopping cart. Believe it or not,
it’s not that hard once you know what you’re doing.”
“I’ll take your word for it,” Zander laughed.
“So now you don’t have to hire someone to do the site. You can just pay Justin
to do it,” Brian said.
“Oh no, you don’t have to pay me anything. I’ll do it for free,” Justin said
quickly. “I wouldn’t charge family.”
“Okay, slow down. Brian, why don’t you go start checking in the stock while I
talk to Justin?”
“But, Zan,” Brian began before seeing the look Zander was giving him. “Fine,
leave me out of it. I mean, it was only my idea in the first place.”
Justin chuckled at the way Brian was sulking as he walked into the back room.
“He’s such a drama queen,” Zander sighed with affection. “Now that he’s gone we
can talk. Are you sure you can do this? I’m not doubting your abilities, but
this whole website business is foreign to me. I can’t be of any help to you.”
Justin thought about it for a moment before he spotted a computer behind the
counter and had an idea. “Here, let me show you what I’ve done and then you tell
me.”
They spent the next fifteen minutes going over all the websites that Justin had
done, ending with his mothers, which he’d turned into a memorial for her. He
still felt the familiar tightening in his chest when he looked at it, but with
all the changes that had taken place in the last couple of days, her death
seemed like it happened in another lifetime.
“Wow, those were amazing,” Zander finally said in awe. “And what you did for
your mom…I’m blown away.”
“Thanks,” Justin replied shyly. “I was so upset; I guess I just needed to do
something for her. She met so many people through the site, I thought it was
appropriate.”
“I think it’s perfect,” Zander assured him as he laid a comforting hand on
Justin's shoulder. In all the chaos of the move and getting settled, it was easy
to forget the reason behind the move. The poor kid lost both of his parents only
weeks before. “Okay, so now that I know you can do it, I guess the next question
is, are you sure you want to? You’re seventeen years old and it’s the summer
before your senior year. I know you’ve agreed to do some sketches for Chris. Do
you really want to take this on as well?”
“Of course I’m sure. Look Zander, Brian already gave me the speech about not
doing it because I think I owe you something, but the truth is that I do owe
you. If it wasn’t for you, I’d be stuck with the Johnson’s, and as nice as they
are…well, I didn’t really want to stay there. You, Chris, and Brian had to make
adjustments to your lives to have me here and I appreciate it. If I can do
something for you in return, especially something that I enjoy doing, I’m going
to do it. Besides, we’re family, and family helps each other, right?”
“Well, I’ll say it again although I know you won’t listen. You don’t owe me
anything. I knew as soon as I heard about Aunt Jen and Uncle Craig that I wanted
you here with us. But if you’re sure you want to do this, than I’ll gladly
accept your help. I’d be a fool to say no. One thing, though. You’re not doing
it for free and that’s the end of it. If you want to do this then I’m going to
pay you for your time. No arguments. We can sit down later in the week and
discuss your price, but you are getting paid. Understand?”
“Alright, alright, you can pay me something,” Justin sighed in defeat.
Zander and Justin both laughed out loud when they heard a cheer coming from the
back room. “He’s always been pretty good at eavesdropping, the little shit.”
“Hey, I heard that,” Brian called out.
“Of course you did,” Zander replied with a chuckle. “Now we better get to work
or we’ll be here till midnight.”
“Just tell me what to do and I’ll do it,” Justin told him.
“Well, since you’re such a computer ge…I mean wiz, why don’t I show you my
inventory list on the computer and you can enter the delivery. I’m sure you’ll
get it in there a lot faster than I will,” Zander replied.
“I don’t understand how a business owner can be so illiterate when it comes to
computers,” Justin said with a smile.
“It’s easy. I hate computers. I know the basics. I can check email and search
the internet, but I have no desire to spend my time learning all the little
tricks. I just barely passed my computer classes in college and managed to
forget most of what I learned by the time I graduated. It usually takes me hours
to enter new stock because I’m constantly getting sidetracked with anything else
just so I don’t have to be on the computer. Chris is always giving me a hard
time about it. Obviously, as a writer, he’s pretty good with his, but it’s like
I’ve developed a mental block. It’d be like you going on a date with a girl. You
wouldn’t be enjoying yourself, you’d be distracted, and you’d be anxious for the
whole thing to end,” Zander laughed.
Justin smiled at the analogy. “Damn, you really do hate computers, huh.”
“Finally, someone who understands. Now let me show you how this program works.”
End of part 5