Meant To Be

Chapter 9

Brian was lying in bed, watching Justin sleep, his mind trying to understand what he was feeling about the blond in his bed. He had spent his whole adult life trying to keep people at a distance, never letting anyone get too close. Now here he was, falling for some kid twelve years younger then him. And to make matters worse, it was a kid that Mikey really liked. How did this happen? Thinking back to when he met the boy, Brian had to admit that he felt an instant attraction to Justin. Yet, in his defense, he had tried to stay away from the blond. He had even taken off to Chicago to put some space between them, but that didn’t work. So here they were, back in each others arms again. What were they going to do? The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt Mikey, but could he pass up this chance to have someone to love? What if this is his one chance at happiness, and he throws it away? When did he start thinking like a lesbian? His thoughts were interrupted when Justin started waking up. He leaned down and gave the boy a soft kiss on the forehead. “Wake up, sleepy head.” He teased.

“Brian. What time is it? Was I sleeping long?” Justin asked mid-yawn.

“No. Only about a half hour. It’s about 10;30. What time do you have to be home?” Brian asked, not ready to let him go just yet.

“Well, I kinda told my mother that I was staying at Daphne’s house, so…” Justin stopped, suddenly feeling foolish for assuming that he wouldn’t be going home that night.

“So you don’t have anywhere to be until morning?” Brian questioned, happy that they had some more time together.

“No, but I can go home if you want me too. It’s no big deal.” Justin replied.

“You are not going anywhere. Come here.” Brian demanded with lust in his voice.

Justin reached up and placed a light kiss on Brian’s mouth, which immediately turned into one filled with passion. After a few moments, Brian pulled back and tried to catch his breath.

“What do you say we go take a long hot shower? I’m still a little sticky from round one.” Brian said, with a glint in his eyes.

Justin saw the look of passion in Brian’s eyes and knew he would follow him anywhere. “Sounds good to me.” he replied, jumping off the bed and heading into the bathroom.

Brian started the shower, making sure the water wasn’t too hot for Justin’s delicate skin, and stepped in, pulling the boy in with him. He reached for the soap and started washing Justin’s chest, before running his soapy hands down and grabbing his cock. Hearing the moan escape Justin’s mouth, Brian started stroking the member in a steady rhythm, enjoying the look of longing on his face. He felt his own cock harden at the sight and knew he wasn’t going to last long. As he continued the assault on the boy’s cock, he felt a hand reach down and touch his aching shaft, and he knew he couldn’t hold back any longer. He spun Justin around and at the same time reached for the condom and lube he kept in the soap dish for occasions like this. “I can’t wait to be inside of you.” he whispered in the boy’s ear.

“Oh Brian, please!” Justin exclaimed.

“Tell me what you want.” Brian demanded.

“I want you inside me. Please.” Justin whimpered, as he felt Brian’s lubed fingers slide inside his tight hole. He had never felt this kind of passion before and didn’t think he could ever get enough of the man behind him.

Brian slid a finger into Justin’s ass, enjoying the tightness he found there. When he added a second, then a third finger, he head Justin groan at the intrusion. After a few moments, he felt Justin start to push back against his hand, wanting more. “Are you ready for me?” He whispered.

“Yes! Please fuck me!” Justin exclaimed, feeling as though his legs were going to give out.

Brian withdrew his fingers and rolled the condom on his cock before bending Justin slightly and positioning himself at the waiting hole. “Is this what you want?” He asked, slowly pushing into the tight channel. He didn’t think he could ever get tired of being inside the boy.

“Oh…Bri…Brian…ahhhh…” Justin moaned, unable to say anything else.

“Justin…you feel so good…” Brian responded, picking up the pace. He could feel his orgasm building and reached around to grab Justin’s cock, pumping the member in time with his thrusts.

“Brian…I’m…going…to…uhhh…” Justin cried as his orgasm hit.

Feeling the muscles in Justin’s hole tighten around him through his orgasm, sent Brian over the edge, bringing on his own mind blowing climax. “Justin!” He exclaimed, emptying his load into the condom.

They stood there under the spray of the shower, trying to get their breath back.

“That was wonderful, Brian.” Justin said, as he turned around in Brian’s arms.

“Ditto.” Brian replied, taking Justin’s mouth in a deep kiss.

They stayed in the shower for a few more minutes taking turns washing each other, before getting out and drying off. Once they were dry, they walked hand in hand back to the bed and climbed in. Brian lay on his back, with one arm behind his head, while Justin lay on his side, his head on Brian’s chest. Neither one of them wanted to be the one to start the conversation they knew they needed to have. Justin gave in first.

“Brian, what are we going to do?” He asked.

“I’m not sure, but Mikey needs to know that things aren’t going to work out between the two of you.” Brian replied.

“I know. I wanted to tell him tonight, but every time I’m with him Emmett and Ted are right there. I don’t want to talk to him in front of an audience.” Justin said, wishing there was a way to avoid the whole situation.

“Justin, you have to find a way to tell him. It will only be harder the longer you wait.” Brian pointed out to him.

“I’ll call him tomorrow and have him meet me somewhere alone. I just wish there was another way.” Justin sighed.

“The only other way would be to stop seeing each other and for you to continue seeing Mikey.” Brian suggested, horrified at the thought of not seeing Justin anymore.

“That’s not an option Brian, and you know that. I promise to take care of it tomorrow.” Justin replied, trying to hold back a yawn.

“Well, that’s a start. After that, we will still have to keep things between us for awhile, but at least you won’t be leading Mikey on. I guess we will just have to see what happens from there.” Brian stated.

“Okay, Brian.” Justin said, yawning again.

Brian leaned down placing a soft kiss on Justin’s lips. “Get some sleep, Justin. Tomorrow’s going to be a long day.” He whispered.

They fell asleep in each other’s arms, hoping that they were doing the right thing.

Brian and Justin woke up the next morning, enjoying the feeling of waking up in each other’s arms. After making love, they took a shower and headed out the door to begin their day. When Brian pulled up in front of Daphne’s, he turned to Justin and was overwhelmed once again, by his beauty.

“So, you are going to call Mikey, right?” Brian asked, not wanting to push, but needing to know that it would be taken care of today.

“Yes. I promise to call him today. I told you, I don’t want to hurt him anymore than you do. This is not easy for me either.” Justin sighed.

“I know, Justin. Don’t worry, we will get through this.” Brian replied, raising his hand to touch Justin’s cheek, rubbing his thumb over the soft skin. He wanted to kiss the boy one more time before starting his day, but didn’t want to do it in front of Daphne’s house. “Will I see you tonight?” He asked, prolonging his leaving for a few more moments.

“Yeah, I’ll come over as soon as I talk to him.” Justin replied, looking around to make sure no one was watching. He leaned in quickly and gave Brian a kiss before jumping out of the jeep and heading towards the door.

Brian drove away with thoughts of Justin running through his mind. He hoped everything worked out alright for him and Mikey tonight, the guilt he had been experiencing was starting to get to him. He didn’t know how much more he could take.

Justin entered the house quietly, not wanting to wake up Daphne’s parents. The two of them had an unspoken rule when it came to Justin using her house as a way to stay out all night. Daphne would stay up until her parents went to sleep, and then she would sneak downstairs to unlock the door so Justin would be able to get in. He headed up to her room, and entered quietly, trying not to wake her. Once inside, he settled down on the floor with the pillow and blankets she had left for him, and let his mind wander to the time he had just spent with Brian. As much as he hated to have to talk to Michael, he knew he would have to talk to him as soon as he could. Things with him and Brian were getting more and more involved. Justin wasn’t going to let anything get in his way of a future with the man he loved. He drifted off to sleep with visions of their lovemaking turning in his head.

End of part 9
7/4/03
 

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