Meant To Be

Chapter 6

 




It had been two weeks since Justin and Brian had shared their dance at Babylon and Justin still couldn’t get that night out of his mind. He managed to avoid Brian as much as he could, only seeing him at the diner when he had an early morning shift. He and Michael saw each other a lot, but Justin was convinced that things would never work out between them. As much as he liked the older man, he just couldn’t see him falling in love with him. The only problem he had was trying to find a way to let him down gently. He knew it was the right thing to do. He was just waiting for the right moment.

He was at Babylon one night, waiting for Michael to show up when his cell phone rang. It was Michael, calling to say that he had to cancel their plans for Babylon. His Uncle Vic wasn’t feeling well and Debbie had the late shift at the diner, so Michael had agreed to keep an eye on him. Justin was a little relieved. He had promised himself that he would break things off tonight, but he still wasn’t sure what to say. Now he had a little more time to think things through. As he got up to leave, he was surprised to find Brian standing behind him.

“Hey, Sonny boy. Where’s your boyfriend tonight?” Brian asked, looking into those piercing blue eyes.

“Hey, Brian. Michael’s not here. His uncle isn’t feeling good, so he decided to stay with him tonight while Debbie works the night shift.” Justin replied, his heart was racing because of Brian being so close.

“Vic? Is he okay?” Brian asked, with concern.

“Yeah, he’s been fighting off a cold all week, but they didn’t want to leave him alone all night.” Justin answered.

“Oh, so you’re here all by yourself?” Brian felt his groin tighten at the thought of having the boy to himself.

“Actually, I was just getting ready to leave.” Justin replied, wanting to get away from those intense hazel eyes.

“Stay and have a drink with me. I promise I don’t bite.” Brian offered, knowing that the last part of that statement wasn’t necessarily true.

“Okay, one drink, but then I have to get going.” Justin replied, feeling like he just made a date with the devil.

Two hours later, Brian and Justin were out on the dance floor together, recreating the bumping and grinding from a couple of weeks before. They both had been drinking far more than they should have and Justin knew that he needed to go home. He was getting in over his head with the game they were playing and needed to put some space between them. Before he could say anything, he felt Brian’s lips come down on his, in a warm kiss. The alcohol he consumed made him unable to think straight, and he parted his lips taking Brian’s tongue into his mouth with all the built up passion from the previous weeks. They both pulled apart after a few moments, panting from the lack of oxygen.

“Brian, I think I should probably go home.” Justin slurred.

“You’re probably right. Come on, I’ll take you home.” Brian replied.

They walked to the jeep in silence, neither one of them wanting the night to end. Once inside the jeep, Brian pulled Justin into another kiss, this one more heated then the last one. Justin pulled away first.

“Brian,” he whispered, trying to clear his head.

“Come home with me.” Brian whispered.

“Oh, Brian. I want that so much, but we can’t do this. It’s not fair to Michael.” Justin cried.

“Do you love him?” Brian asked.

“No.” Justin replied.

“Could you love him?” Brian asked.

“No, not like that.” Justin whispered.

“Then come home with me. We will figure out what to do later.” Brian replied. He could see the uncertainty in the boy’s eyes, and knew he was worried about Michael. If Brian was honest with himself, he would admit that he was worried about Michael, too. He didn’t want to hurt his best friend, but the feelings that he and Justin had for each other were just too strong to ignore. They had tried, and they had failed. Now all they could do was find a way to let Mikey down easy. His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Justin’s voice.

“Let’s go.” Justin said, before he changed his mind.

Brian put the Jeep in gear and headed towards the loft. They rode the elevator in silence, both of them overwhelmed by what they knew was coming. Once in the loft, Brian locked the door and set the alarm before turning around to find Justin waiting for him. Time seemed to stand still while he took in the boy’s beauty, wondering what he had done to deserve this moment.

Justin was looking at Brian, and as bad as he felt about hurting Michael’s feelings, he knew that this was what he wanted. He took the first step and found himself locked in Brian’s embrace. They made their way to the bedroom, undressing each other as they went. When they were both naked, Justin felt himself being gently tossed on the bed. He looked up to see Brian staring at him with a look of passion and wonder in his eyes. He was starting to feel uncomfortable by the way the older man was looking at him until he heard Brian speak.

“God you are beautiful.” Brian whispered, as he lay down next to Justin, and began covering his body with feather light kisses. He worked his way down the boy’s body, paying close attention to each nipple as he went. When he reached Justin’s leaking cock, he licked the pre cum that had escaped from the slit, before taking the hard member into his mouth. He bobbed his head up and down, enjoying the feel of Justin’s cock hitting the back of his throat, while gently tugging on his balls. The moans that he heard coming from the boy caused his own cock to jump in response. He took two of his fingers into his mouth, wetting them with his own saliva, then slowly pushed one of them into the boy’s quivering hole. After a few moments, he added the second finger, allowing Justin to adjust. Once he was sure the boy was ready, he began to move his fingers in and out in a steady rhythm, while continuing his assault on the cock in his mouth. The moans that he heard coming from Justin caused Brian’s own cock to leak. He wanted to make this night special, but he didn’t know how much longer he would last.

Justin was lost in a passion he had never felt before. The warmth of Brian’s mouth on his dick, mixed with the feeling of his ass being invaded, was almost more then Justin could bear. He needed to feel Brian’s cock inside of him, it was what he had been waiting for since the day they had met, and Justin couldn’t wait any longer. “Brian, I can’t wait any longer. Please make love to me.” Justin begged.

Brian didn’t need anymore encouragement. He withdrew his fingers and reached over to the night table to retrieve a condom and lube. After preparing himself, he raised Justin’s legs to his shoulders and positioned himself at the waiting hole. He took a moment to look into Justin’s face and was surprised by what he saw. The boy looked at him with such tenderness that it took Brian’s breath away. He entered him slowly, a little at a time, until he felt himself buried deep inside his warm ass. When he felt Justin begin to push back, he knew it was time. He picked up the pace, thrusting in and out of the tight hole, realizing that he had never experienced anything like this before. As he felt his orgasm building, he reached down to stroke Justin’s cock, knowing the boy was as close as he was.

“Oh God, Brian…I’m going to…ahhhh!” Justin moaned, as his orgasm overtook his body.

Brian felt Justin’s body tighten around him, sending him over the edge, and into his own earth shattering climax. They lay there together, trying to get their breathing under control, neither one of them wanting to break their connection. Brian eventually got up to dispose of the condom, bringing back a washcloth to clean Justin up. He climbed back into bed and took Justin in his arms, excited by the feelings that he was experiencing.

“Wow, that was…” Justin found himself at a loss for words.

“Yeah, it was.” Brian replied, understanding exactly what he was thinking.

“But what are we going to do about…” Justin couldn’t bring himself to say his name.

“Don’t worry, we’ll figure something out.” Brian replied, wishing he knew how to handle the mess they had gotten themselves in.

“Well, whatever happens now, I just want you to know that I have no regrets.” Justin said softly.

“Neither do I Sonny boy, neither do I.” Brian replied.

They fell asleep in each other’s arms, both of them sorry for the pain they knew they were going to cause Michael, but happy that they were together at last.


End of part 6
6/24/03
 

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