Coming Out

Chapter 23

Brian woke up early on Saturday morning, excited about his trip to the car lot. As he came out of his room, he ran into Justin coming out of the shower in nothing but a small towel wrapped around his waist.

“Hey, you’re up early for a Saturday. Are you a little excited about getting a car?” Justin teased him, enjoying the smile on his boyfriend’s face.

“Maybe a little,” Brian replied, trying to hold back some of his excitement.

“It’s okay to be happy about something, Brian. You don’t have to pretend that it doesn’t matter,” Justin assured him, once again realizing all that Brian had missed growing up with his parents.

“You really want to know how happy I am?” Brian asked. He grabbed Justin by the hand and dragged the blond into his bedroom, closing the door and pushing him up against it before taking his mouth in a passionate kiss. When he felt Justin’s lips part, he plunged his tongue inside, enjoying the taste that he loved so much.

Justin was lost the minute Brian’s mouth met his. Overwhelmed by the feelings that were racing through his body, he reached back and locked the door before pushing Brian backwards until he fell on the bed. Their mouths parted and Justin dropped to his knees, his hands fumbling with the opening of Brian’s jeans. He looked up into lust filled hazel eyes when he heard Brian’s voice.

“Justin, we can’t…”

“Shhh. I want to show you how happy I am for you,” Justin whispered, before taking Brian’s hardened cock out and wrapping his mouth around the leaking member. He could hear a soft moan of pleasure escape from Brian and felt himself stiffen at the sound. He felt Brian’s hand run through his hair as his head bobbed up and down, taking the cock deeper and deeper with every thrust.

Brian was on the verge of exploding, all conscious thoughts gone from his mind, and knew that he needed more. He sat up, pulling Justin up with him and somehow maneuvered them so that Justin was sprawled on the bed underneath him. He discarded the towel quickly then took Justin’s mouth in a deep kiss before pulling back and looking into a pair of deep blue eyes.

“I need to be inside of you. Now!” He murmured, seeking permission to continue.

“Oh God, yes.” Justin whispered. He could feel a fire burning deep inside of him at the force with which Brian wanted him.

Brian stood up and stripped quickly, reaching in the night table for a condom and lube. He sheathed himself, before joining Justin on the bed. He applied some lube to his fingers and slowly inserted two at a time, eliciting a groan from Justin. He covered his mouth with his own, swallowing the sounds that Justin was making. He quickly, but gently, prepared his eager lover’s hole, working his fingers in and out until he was sure that the boy was ready. He slowly withdrew, chuckling at Justin’s response to the loss.

“Brian, please…” Justin begged, needing the encounter more than he needed his next breath.

“I’m right here, Sunshine.” Brian replied, positioning himself at Justin’s entrance. He placed Justin’s legs on his shoulders while looking down into his face, seeing all the love he had never felt before. “I’m right where I belong.” He whispered as he slowly entered Justin’s tight hole. The world seemed to stop as he buried himself deep, lost in the warmth that enveloped him. He knew he was telling the truth when he said he was where he belonged.

Justin gasped as Brian entered him and immediately felt whole. He had enjoyed topping Brian, but there was nothing in the world like the feeling of having the person he loved fill him. As his body adjusted to the intrusion, he began moving in rhythm with Brian, needing the release that he knew would come quick.

Both boys moved in unison, each one lost in the passion that seemed to take over all rational thoughts. They continued their dance, moving closer and closer to completion. Brian could feel his release building and reached between them to pump Justin’s leaking cock. It only took a few strokes to bring Justin to orgasm, causing his hole to tighten around Brian’s cock, bringing him to his own mind shattering orgasm. He collapsed on the boy beneath him, riding out the final waves of pleasure.

“I love you, Brian.”

“I love you, too. So much for our promise to your mother,” Brian said, regretting their broken promise, but not the experience they shared. Every encounter they had seemed to bring them closer together, if that was even possible.

“It’s okay, Brian. We just can’t make a habit of it. Now I better get back in the shower or I’m going to end up being late for work,” Justin pointed out, hating to break the contact they had.

“I wish you didn’t have to work on Saturday’s. I really want you there with me today,” Brian admitted, rolling off the boy to allow him to get ready.

“Me, too, but you know the rules. I work two afternoons a week and Saturday, just like you did last year. Besides, we’ll have time together tonight. My parents are going to another hospital fundraiser and Molly’s staying at a friend’s house. We’ll have the whole place to ourselves. What do you think we should do?” Justin asked, looking at Brian seductively.

“Play scrabble?” Brian teased.

“I don’t think so, stud. I was thinking of something more along the lines of you fucking my brains out,” Justin said honestly.

“Justin, what is wrong with you? We just broke our promise to your mother not more than five minutes ago and you’re already planning to do it again?” Brian asked, appalled by what Justin was suggesting.

“I guess you just bring out the worst in me. Don’t worry, we’ll be careful. Now I better get moving. Love you!” Justin exclaimed, kissing Brian quickly before racing out the door to get ready for work.

“I think I created a monster,” Brian said aloud, smiling in anticipation of the night ahead of him.

While Brian walked around the car lot with Jennifer and Craig, he couldn’t help but think about how happy he was. His parents may have been worthless, but the Taylor’s were doing their best to make up for what he’d lived through in his eighteen years. He would never forget their generosity. He once again felt ashamed by the way he and Justin behaved earlier. He planned on telling Justin that they couldn’t be together in the house anymore. The guilt he was experiencing at breaking their promise was just too much. He was brought out of his thoughts when he realized Craig was speaking to him.

“Okay, Brian. I was thinking that you need something reliable, but fun. A man of eighteen can’t be seen in an old folks mobile,” Craig teased.

“Craig, there is nothing wrong with Brian driving a sensible car. How about the blue neon over there? I’m sure it’s good on gas, and I hear they have a good safety rating,” Jennifer said, wanting to make sure Brian was safe while out on the roads. Her mother instincts were kicking in and she suddenly realized that she had two boys to worry about now.

“Honey, I’m sure Brian wants something a little more rugged. How about the convertible over there? That seems to be more your style,” Craig offered, remembering back to the day he bought his first car.

Brian turned to look at the car Craig was talking about when he spotted it. The car of his dreams. A slick, black Jeep Wrangler. He walked over and opened the door, looking inside at the interior. It was love at first sight and Brian knew without a doubt that he found what he was looking for.

“I want this.”

“Are you sure? Don’t you want to look around a bit? There might be something else…” Jennifer tried, uncomfortable with the idea of Brian driving a jeep.

“I’m sure. I want this. Craig, do you think I can swing it?” he asked, not taking his eyes off the jeep.

Craig looked at the sticker price and made some minor calculations in his head. “I don’t see it being a problem, but you’ll have to use some of your paychecks to pay for insurance.”

“That’s okay. I really want this,” Brian assured him.

“Well then, I guess I’ll go get one of the salesmen and see if we can take it for a test drive. Stay here. I’ll be right back,” Craig said as he walked away.

Brian and Jennifer continued to look at the different features the jeep came with until Jennifer heard someone calling her name.

“Mrs. Taylor.”

She turned around and saw Jason Williams approaching them. She glanced at Brian before looking back and greeting Jason with a smile.

“Jason. How’re you doing? I haven’t seen you in ages,” she said, noticing the look of anger cross Brian’s face. It was obvious that Brian recognized the name from the other day.

“I’m good, Mrs. Taylor. How are you? Did Justin tell you we have some classes together this year?” He asked, eyeing Brian standing by her side.

“Yes, he did. That’s nice that the two of you are still friends. Jason, this is Brian. Brian, this is Justin’s friend, Jason Williams.” Jennifer introduced them, hoping Brian wouldn’t be rude.

“Oh, Brian. Justin told me all about you.” Jason said, taking in the boys beautiful features. He could definitely see what Justin was attracted to.

“That’s funny. He barely even mentioned you,” Brian replied, hating the jealousy he was feeling.

“Oh, well…I guess he’s been too busy. Well, it was nice meeting you. Nice to see you again, Mrs. Taylor. I better go find my brother now. He’s around here somewhere,” Jason said, making a quick departure. He could sense the anger in the boy and had a feeling he was the cause.

“Take care, Jason, and tell your mother I said hello,” Jennifer called after him. She turned back to Brian and saw the look of hatred as he watched Jason walk away. “Brian, calm down. Jason and Justin have been friends since first grade. Besides, who even knows if he’s gay? Justin loves you and you have nothing to worry about.”

“I know, Jennifer. It’s stupid to feel like this. I guess I’m just afraid…” Brian stopped, not wanting to share his fear with Jennifer.

“Afraid that he will figure out that you aren’t worthy of his love and move on?” Jennifer asked, knowing exactly what was going through Brian’s mind. In the few months since he had moved in, she got to understand him pretty well.

“You’re good,” Brian mumbled, unable to meet her eyes.

“Brian, we’ve been over this before. You’re a wonderful person. Justin is lucky to have you. You’re worthy of all the love Justin has to offer. The sooner you realize that, the better off you’ll be. Now put a smile on your face because Craig’s on his way over with the keys to your jeep.” She smiled, watching the light enter Brian’s eyes once again. She couldn’t get over the hatred she felt for the Kinney’s for what they did to their son. All she could do was hope that he would one day be able to get past his insecurities and realize how special he was.

Justin was anxiously waiting for Brian and his parents to get home from their shopping trip. Ryder let him leave early since all his work was caught up and he figured he would surprise Brian when he got home. He heard a car pull up in the driveway and looked out the window. Seeing Brian climb out of a shiny black jeep made his heart race. He looked like a God as he walked towards the door and noticing that his parents were no where in sight, Justin raced over and jumped in his arms the minute he walked in.

“I love it!” He said as he pulled back.

“What are you doing here? You’re supposed to be at work,” Brian asked, surprised to find Justin at home.

“Marty let me out early so I thought I’d surprise you. Where are my parents?” Justin asked, looking behind Brian to see if they were home yet.

“They were stopping for milk and bread. They should be here any minute,” Brian explained.

“Oh, well then let me tell you before they get home that you look incredibly sexy in your jeep. Seeing you climb out of it made me want to do all kinds of things to you,” Justin said, with lust in his voice.

“Well than you better go take a cold shower, Sunshine. Mommy and Daddy are letting me drive them out for lunch in my new wheels, so you are going to have to control your urges until later tonight,” Brian replied with a chuckle, just as Jennifer and Craig pulled up.

Justin smacked Brian in the arm. “I can control myself through lunch, but you are in serious trouble tonight.”

“I’m counting on it, Justin,” Brian whispered, pushing aside any lingering thoughts he had about Jason. Jennifer was right. Justin loved him and as long as he had that, he would be just fine.

End of part 23
11/17/03

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