Coming Out

Chapter 10

Justin was brought out of a sound sleep by the feeling of someone climbing into his bed. Even though he was still half asleep, his heart rate picked up at the feel of Brian lying beside him. He waited to hear what Brian was going to say.

“You awake?” Brian whispered.

“Yeah. What are you doing in here?” Justin asked, even though, he didn’t really care what reason Brian gave him. The only thing he cared about was the fact that Brian had sought him out in his bed.

“I came to apologize. You were wrong to run out on me earlier, but I shouldn’t have yelled at you. I should’ve been more understanding about your feelings. I never meant to hurt you; I just don’t want to do anything to upset your parents after everything they are doing for me. I realize now that staying away from each other is definitely not the answer,” Brian replied.

“You do?” Justin asked, turning over to face Brian so he could see into those beautiful hazel eyes.

“Yeah. I was kidding myself to think that we’d be able to live in the same house and not be together. Hell, we couldn’t stay away when we lived miles apart. Do you forgive me for being a jackass?” Brian chuckled.

“Only if you forgive me for being a drama princess,” Justin laughed.

Brian’s reply was a gentle kiss on the lips, meant to show how sorry he was. Within a matter of seconds both boys were once again lost in a passion they’d only ever experienced with each other. When Justin parted his lips, Brian’s tongue plunged inside enjoying the warmth it found there. Knowing that he needed to stop what was happening; Brian prepared to pull away when he felt Justin’s hand reach for his growing cock. Any chance of rational thoughts left as he reveled in the feelings that Justin was causing.

Justin could tell that Brian was about to pull away and he knew he had to do something to stop him. Since he had left Brian’s room he had an ache in his heart at the coldness Brian had shown him and he wanted to get them back to the closeness they had shared the night before. He reached for Brian’s cock, happy to find it hard for him. As he stroked the member through the fabric of Brian’s shorts, he felt more than heard the moan escape the boy’s mouth. Feeling a sense of power caused by the reaction, Justin reached inside Brian’s shorts and began to stroke the leaking cock. Brian shivered by the skin on skin contact and Justin knew that there was no stopping now. He pulled away and jumped off the bed to lock the door in case his parents woke up and decided to check on him.

Brian watched Justin lock the door and his heart raced at the thought of what was to come. As Justin climbed back into bed, Brian took him in his arms. He knew he had to make sure that this was what the blond wanted. “Are you sure this is what you want? I don’t want you to feel like you have to do this. I didn’t come in here for a quick fuck. I only wanted to apologize to you and straighten things out,” Brian told him.

“Oh yeah, this is definitely what I want,” Justin grinned, showing his sunshine smile even in the darkness of the room.

Brian didn’t need any further encouragement. He rolled them over so that Justin was on his back and Brian was lying on top of him, rubbing their cocks together in a wonderful mixture of heat and friction. Hearing the soft moans coming from Justin caused his cock to throb from need. He worked his way down Justin’s body, pulling off the boy’s shorts as he went. Justin gasped as Brian took his cock in his mouth, enjoying the taste of the pre cum that had bubbled from the tip. Knowing the boy wouldn’t last too long, Brian gave the shaft a few quick licks before pulling off his own shorts, and climbed back up to whisper in Justin’s ear. “I need to be inside of you,” he whispered.

“Please,” was all Justin could say.

Brian reached over to the nightstand where he knew they had stashed the condoms and lube the night before. After rolling the condom on his cock, he applied a sufficient amount of lube on his fingers slowly inserting first one than another into Justin’s quivering hole.

“Ahhhhh….” Justin groaned at the intrusion, becoming dizzy with need.

“Are you ready for more?” Brian asked, feeling like he was going to explode before he had a chance to enter the boy.

“Oh God, Brian, I need you now. Please make love to me.” Justin whispered.

Brian put Justin’s leg on his shoulders and positioned himself at his hole, slowly pushing in a little at a time, till he was buried deep inside of him. He stilled himself, giving Justin a chance to adjust before he continued. As soon as he felt Justin relax, he started thrusting in and out, enjoying the almost silent moans that were coming from the blond below. The feel of the warm hole wrapped around his cock was better than anything he had ever felt before. Brian felt like he was finally home. Picking up the pace, he could feel his balls tighten and knew that once again he wasn’t going to last. “Touch yourself for me, Justin. I want to see you jerk off while I’m inside of you,” Brian whispered.

Justin grabbed his dick, jerking himself off to the rhythm of Brian’s thrusts. He never thought he would feel as good as he did the night before, but this was sheer heaven. He felt his release coming and groaned as his load shot over his stomach. Brian’s orgasm followed immediately afterwards, causing him to collapse on top of his lover. They lay there together, trying to catch their breath.

“Wow Brian, that was amazing,” Justin mumbled, still floating in the after effects of their lovemaking.

Brian rolled off Justin, taking the boy in his arms. “Yeah, that was definitely amazing. I guess it’s safe to say that we forgive each other,” Brian chuckled.

“Yeah, I guess so.” Justin laughed. Glancing over at his boyfriend, he could see that his expression had become serious. Knowing that something was troubling him, Justin sat up and looked him in the eyes. “What’s the matter? I’m going to start to get a complex, you know. Every time we make love, you get this look on your face afterwards like you were just forced to eat dirt,” Justin joked, trying to lighten the mood.

“I’m sorry Justin. I don’t mean to make you feel bad. I love making love to you. That has nothing to do with it. Don’t you see that we can’t keep doing this? We can’t keep sneaking around, making love while your parents are asleep down the hall. It isn’t right,” Brian replied.

“Oh no! This isn’t another one of your ‘let’s be friends’ speeches is it? I don’t think I can handle that again,” Justin exclaimed.

“Calm down Sunshine, that’s not what I’m saying,” Brian answered.

“Sunshine?” Justin asked.

“What, you don’t like it? When you smile, it reminds me of the sun shining after a week of clouds. It warms my heart.” Brian couldn’t believe the changes in him since he met Justin. He was starting to sound like a Hallmark card.

“Well, since you put it that way, I like it a lot. So what exactly are you saying?” Justin asked, trying to get back to the conversation.

“We need to establish some rules for when we are home. The last thing we need is to get caught like this.” Brian glanced down at their bodies to be sure Justin understood what he meant.

“You’re right. My parents would have a fit if they found out that not only am I gay, but they had just invited my boyfriend to move in. Okay, so we just have to be more careful. We’ll only have sex when no one’s home,” Justin suggested with a smirk.

“Jeez, is that all you can think about?” Brian joked.

“Well, what else did you have in mind?” Justin couldn’t think of anything else that would out them to his parents.

“I think we need to see other people,” Brian replied.

“Other people? You mean as in dating?” Justin looked horrified.

“No silly, as in other friends. It was easy before because your parents didn’t know that you were spending all your time with me. Now they will if we’re always together. In fact, maybe we could double date. You can ask your friend Daphne and I’ll bring Cynthia. We could go to the movies or something. Does Daphne know you’re gay?” He asked.

“Of course, we’ve been best friends ever since we were in the second grade. What about Cynthia? Does she know about you?” Justin asked.

“Yeah, I came out to her right away. Because of it, we’ve become very close in the last eight months. I’m sure she would love to hang out sometimes. She’s always been jealous of the fact that I have a life and she doesn’t,” Brian laughed.

“Alright, so that’s the plan. Don’t worry anymore. Everything will be okay. Now give me a kiss Kinney, and then get back to your room. I would like to get some sleep, ya know,” Justin teased.

Brian took him in his arms and kissed him as if his life depended on it. As the kiss deepened, he felt Justin’s cock come to life. Pulling away, he smiled at the boy before planting a kiss on the top of his head. Looking down at the hard cock he created, he laughed and said, “Try getting some sleep with that, Sunshine.” He managed to duck the pillow that was thrown at his head as he pulled on his shorts and ran from the room.

Justin fell asleep with a smile on his face knowing that no matter what happened, they would find a way to work it out.


End of part 10
6/16/03

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