The Trip Up
“Meet me at Babylon,” Brian said into his phone. He snapped it shut as soon as 
his voicemail had been recorded. He could learn to hate voicemail. He wanted to 
talk to Justin. Better yet, he wanted Justin there with him.
Where the fuck was Justin Taylor anyway? They had been going to go to Babylon 
when Justin finished his shift at the diner. Then apparently Debbie had some 
sort of emergency at the diner and Justin had to stay to help her with it. What 
the fuck kind of emergency could a diner have? The coffeepot overflowed, or they 
poisoned half their clientele with the pink plate special, or the fucking grease 
went rancid. Wasn’t it rancid most of the time anyway?
Brian leaned on the bar at Babylon. He had already had several drinks, but he 
wanted another one. No, he needed another one. The usual bartender had 
just disappeared to be replaced with someone on the other side of the counter 
who seemed intent on ignoring Brian. Brian glared at the man until he was forced 
by the sheer will of Brian Kinney to leave the person he was serving to find out 
what the Kinney wanted.
“What can I get you?” the guy asked. He was new. Someone Brian had never seen 
before.
“A little service would be nice,” Brian said sarcastically.
“I asked you what you wanted,” the guy said snottily.
Brian glared at him, but it seemed to have little effect. “Scotch - double,” 
Brian snapped.
The bartender poured the liquor and plunked it down heavily on the bar. “Ten 
bucks,” the bartender told him.
“Add it to my tab.”
“We don’t run tabs.”
“I run a tab,” Brian spat through clenched teeth. Could this night get 
any worse?
“I don’t know who you are,” the bartender reminded Brian in no uncertain terms.
“Brian. Kinney!”
“You! You’re Brian Kinney? I’ve heard of you, but you don’t look like so much,” 
the bartender stated.
“And who the fuck asked for your opinion!” Brian shot back. He tossed back his 
drink and turned on his heel. He went up the steps so he could look down on the 
dance floor. He pulled out his phone and called Justin again. It went to 
voicemail. “Fuck!” Brian said. “Taylor, my patience is running out. Get over 
here!” He snapped the phone shut once again. He wasn’t going to be responsible 
for what he did, if Justin Taylor didn’t get his ass to Babylon … and soon.
“Hey Brian,” a voice said behind him.
“Anita, as I live and breathe,” Brian replied. He turned to face his once and 
sometimes drug supplier. “Got anything good? I’m not buying shit.”
“I never sell shit. You should know that.”
“Yeah, right,” Brian said sarcastically.
“Well, if my stuff ain’t good enough for you then take your fucking business 
elsewhere.”
“Okay, okay,” Brian said. “I need something. This has been a for shit day, and 
tonight is even worse. What have you got?”
“This will do the trick,” Anita said handing him a packet with three pills in 
it.
Brian looked at the small packet suspiciously. “It’s good?”
“The best.”
“What is it?”
“Does it matter?”
“How much?”
“The usual.”
Brian handed her a few bills before she vanished as suddenly as she had 
appeared. He pulled out one of the pills and dry swallowed it. He waited for 
something to happen. Nothing! Maybe she meant he was to take all three. He 
tossed back the other two and waited. Again, nothing.
“Fuck!” Brian said aloud. He had just wasted good money on crap. He made his way 
over to the upstairs bar. The bartender there was a familiar face. He didn’t 
need any more shit like he got from that fucker downstairs. “Scotch – double,” 
he told Joe or Jack or John or whatever the fuck the guy’s name was.
Jim poured the scotch, but he felt compelled to say, “Brian, I think you should 
slow down.”
“Thanks for your unsolicited advice. I have barely begun.” He turned away to 
look for a likely prospect. His dick was suddenly feeling rather energetic. 
Maybe there was something in that shit that Anita had sold him. He scanned the 
men passing by.
“You!” he said after a minute as a young blond man he had never seen before came 
to the bar.
“Beer,” the blond said to the bartender.
“I want you,” Brian said again, his words starting to slur. This guy was no 
Justin Taylor, but he would do in a pinch. And strategic pinches might not be 
such a bad idea. Brian chuckled to himself. He was starting to feel … better.
The man took his beer and looked Brian up and down. “You’re stoned, man,” he 
said.
“So what?” Brian asked. “I’m still better than anything elsh you’ll find in this 
dump.”
“So I’ve heard,” the guy replied. This Kinney guy might prove interesting. He 
had certainly heard about him by reputation. “I’m Derek.”
“Know your way to the backroom, Derek?” Brian asked with a lascivious grin.
“I think I can find my way. How about you?”
Brian laughed. He went to take a step forward and felt the world tilt to the 
right. “I think I could use some help to find my way after all,” Brian said 
unsteadily.
“My pleasure,” Derek replied.
“It will be.”
Staggering as little as possible, Brian was able to make his way down the 
stairs, as long as he leaned heavily on Derek’s surprisingly strong shoulders. 
They headed for the backroom.
“Jus a minute,” Brian said pulling out his cell phone. He hit number one on the 
speed dial. It went to voicemail. “Too late, Shunshine, this was your last 
chance.” He snapped the phone shut. “Lez go,” he said to Derek.
 
*****
 
“Where could he be?” Justin asked in frustration as he scanned the dance floor 
of Babylon one more time. “Fuck! The backroom!” he answered his own question.
Pushing through the sweaty bodies Justin headed for the backroom. He made his 
way through the chains, said the obligatory hello to Todd and headed for Brian’s 
favorite spot. He couldn’t help but feel relief when he didn’t find his partner 
there. But that still didn’t answer the question of where Brian Kinney had 
gotten to.
“There’s a great show going on over there,” some guy said to Justin as he headed 
in the direction he had indicated.
Justin had a sinking feeling on the pit of his stomach as he followed the man. 
Sure enough Brian Kinney was lying on his back on a bench with some guy’s mouth 
wrapped around his dick. Two guys were sucking on Brian’s nipples, one attached 
to each. A crowd watched as the tableau played out before them. Another man was 
kneeling at the end of the bench, his head between Brian’s legs sucking his 
balls or rimming him or something. But most disturbing was the blond who was 
kissing Brian in ways that only Justin had been able to for the last months 
since their “rules” had been instigated.
“Brian,” Justin said but it came out a mere whisper.
A hand rested gently on Justin’s shoulder. “What do you want to do?” the voice 
attached to the hand asked.
“I want this to stop.”
“Then stop it.”
Justin drew in a deep breath. “Get away from him – NOW!” he stated in a loud 
voice.
“Fuck off,” one of the men working on Brian said.
Brian’s head turned and his eyes tried to focus. “Shunshine,” he said softly a 
smile curling his lips.
“Shut the fuck up!” Justin ordered. “Get off him!” he repeated.
“You heard the man,” Ben said forcefully as he pushed his way through the crowd 
of men. “Fuck off – all of you!”
The men servicing Brian looked up. The blond was one thing but this guy was 
another. 
“He asked for it,” one of the men spat out, but they all backed away as Ben 
reached Brian’s side.
“Show’s over,” Ben said. He picked up Brian’s jeans from the floor and handed 
them to Justin. “He’s going to need help by the looks of him.”
“Yeah, and that’s just until he sobers up. Then he’s going to need much more 
when I kill him,” Justin vowed as he shoved Brian’s feet into the legs of the 
jeans. “Sit up,” Justin ordered. Brian tried but almost fell off the bench.
“Here,” Ben said, grabbing Brian’s shoulder.
“I got the other side,” Michael said as they hoisted Brian to a sitting 
position.
“Shunshine, you brought everybody,” Brian cooed.
“Luckily I brought help, you asshole,” Justin retorted. 
Ben and Michael got Brian standing so Justin could pull his jeans up and do up a 
couple of buttons.
“Let’s get him out of here,” Justin said, glancing around. Most of the men had 
found new activities now that the Brian Kinney show was over.
“What took you so long, Shunshine?” Brian asked with a grin. “I waited and 
waited.”
“Apparently not long enough,” Justin said sarcastically.
They managed to get Brian into Debbie’s car. Michael was driving and Justin sat 
in the back with Brian.
“Suck me off,” Brian said with a smile at his lover. He started to massage his 
aching dick.
“Dream on, asshole,” Justin retorted. He slapped Brian’s hand away from his 
crotch. He wasn’t ready to let this go yet, especially the kiss.
“You wouldn’t ansher your phone,” Brian said petulantly.
“So you found other amusement. Very resourceful of you,” Justin replied with all 
the sarcasm he could muster.
“I wanted you.”
“You may get me … in about a week, if I let you live that long,” Justin said. 
There had to be retribution.
“Don’t be mean,” Brian whispered against Justin’s ear. He gave it a lick hoping 
for the desired response. The only response was Justin pushing him away.
“I have barely begun,” Justin added, hoping that Brian would clue in to just how 
angry he was. 
Those words sounded vaguely familiar to Brian. He could fell that he was 
starting to sober up … and suddenly he knew he was in deep shit.
“Sunshine,” he whispered.
“Don’t Sunshine me!”
“Anita gave me this shit…”
“You mean you bought some shit.”
Brian nodded. “I was tripping.”
“And that makes it all okay?”
“I…”
“Don’t even try to explain,” Justin said crossing his arms on his chest.
Ben and Michael listened, trying not to laugh at the mighty Brian Kinney who was 
in the proverbial doghouse.
The car came to a stop.
“Are we home?” Brian asked.
“Yes,” was the terse reply. “Can you walk?”
“Unfortunately I believe I can. I’m becoming quite sober,” Brian said with 
regret. His head was starting to pound.
The trip up was always followed by the trip down. He had conveniently forgotten 
about that. Fuck! And he was in big shit on top of it. Such was life, Brian 
reminded himself as he got out of the car.
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