The Amethysts He Desired
Thank you to: Thyme, Arwensong and Dale for the help!
*****
Ray returned home at dusk from an endless day of business meetings. Laila took
his coat and cane while Ray thumbed through the daily post. The house was quiet
and neither of them spoke. Ray rested a hand on Laila's shoulder briefly, then
made his way upstairs.
Nina greeted her employer with a nod and quietly left the room. Ray waited until
the door closed behind her to claim her chair beside the bed. He took up
Florian’s hand and squeezed it lightly, watching for any sign of recognition.
Florian’s eyes remained glassy, lifeless imitations of the amethysts Ray
desired.
*****
Ray’s eyes grow heavy in the dimly lit room, his mind
spinning faster as his body slows. The heat from the fireplace becomes merciless
desert sun and the crackle of burning wood fades into the murmur of crowds in
the marketplace. Ray slumps forward, almost-empty bottle falling to the carpet.
He dreams in vivid color – every color and shade imaginable under a brilliant,
cloudless sky. Every color but blue. Of that, there is only azure. It chills him
when he expects it to bring comfort.
Ray’s tears slip from closed eyes onto Florian’s hand, as cold and unresponsive
as stone.
*****
Ray wakes, stiff and disoriented, his body in Paris but his
mind still in Morocco. There’s a blanket draped over his shoulders and a pillow
under his head. He sits up slowly, wiping the sleep from his eyes left-handed
because his right hand is occupied.
He stares down at it, and the pale hand that’s curled around his. Ray strokes
the palm lightly with his fingertips. The hand responds by curling around his
tighter – a momentary squeeze as if to say “enough”.
Ray looks into lifeless eyes but doesn’t despair. Florian is his Amethyst and
Noir always gets his jewel.
*****
An ice storm keeps them housebound for three days. Ray’s too
ill to notice.
He wakes up feverish, aching too much to move or open his eyes. He’s clinging to
something warm and doesn’t realize that it’s returning the favor.
A gentle hand smoothes hair away from his face and presses something cool and
wet against his lips. Ray takes the liquid, greedy. Finally he opens his eyes.
The fever dreams were cruel fantasies, taunting him with visions of dull-hued
stones. Memories of them vanish in an instant, replaced by brilliant amethysts
alight with concern. Ray smiles and falls asleep.
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